Please.
Don't do this.
Not now.
Not here.
Not when everything was suddenly going right.
Not ever, really.
Please.
I reach the point where I think I have everything covered.
And then it hits me.
Like a tidal wave.
Pulling me under until I can't breathe.
And suddenly, the world which seemed perfect is nothing but frightening.
The walls close in and I'm no longer sure of anything.
Not of myself.
Or of my friends.
I'm scared.
And alone.
I'm trapped in my own hands.
And it's all.
My.
Fault.
Wow. I sound so unbelievably depressed. This piece is a little difficult to explain, I'm talking about stage fright, believe it or not. It's all about how people get scared the moment they are in the spotlight. (Just thought I'd put things in perspective)
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